I am who I was
and who I am going to be
Monday, September 17, 2007
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
unwilling reminders that sneak in through defences
unexpected stabs of remembrance in a forgetful day
the obvious have been hidden
the most painful are surprising
the search for Peace continues into the darkness,
thoughts seeking a place unoccupied by the thinker
do they meet a like mind?
or have they been rejected
the reminder is added to the wall
and the world goes on.
-Julie Lawlor
unexpected stabs of remembrance in a forgetful day
the obvious have been hidden
the most painful are surprising
the search for Peace continues into the darkness,
thoughts seeking a place unoccupied by the thinker
do they meet a like mind?
or have they been rejected
the reminder is added to the wall
and the world goes on.
-Julie Lawlor
Ignorance
never bliss
constantly gnawing
impossible to ignore
easy to deal with when personally possessed
torture to those who watch,
wait,
helpless in the fog of it,
hopeless in any thoughts of aid,
trapped in longing for knowledge;
anything to feel less burdened
reduced to a spectator
of your own dilemma
-Julie Lawlor
never bliss
constantly gnawing
impossible to ignore
easy to deal with when personally possessed
torture to those who watch,
wait,
helpless in the fog of it,
hopeless in any thoughts of aid,
trapped in longing for knowledge;
anything to feel less burdened
reduced to a spectator
of your own dilemma
-Julie Lawlor
circling thoughts
continually restless
bitter epiphanies
a longing for resolution
yet another stitch in the creation
an addition to the things that shape,
bind.
planning the unpleasantness
always looking to control
but wanting to let go
if you could do it over again
would you?
could you recover either way?
-Julie Lawlor
continually restless
bitter epiphanies
a longing for resolution
yet another stitch in the creation
an addition to the things that shape,
bind.
planning the unpleasantness
always looking to control
but wanting to let go
if you could do it over again
would you?
could you recover either way?
-Julie Lawlor
sitting here listening to the silence
of a now empty heart
a heart that was full of naive hopes:
this time is better,
this time is different,
this time will last
a heart that is now silent
protecting itself by going numb
preserving the ache until the courage comes.
fear is the greatest protector
allowing us to neglect rationality
lowering our ability to be individual
tricking us into hope:
the easiest excuse...defense
if happiness is the goal then
why is fear the master?
merciless
fear turns us to hope
hope to delusion
delusion to regret
regret to anger
anger to courage
and the renewed noise of heart.
-Julie Lawlor
of a now empty heart
a heart that was full of naive hopes:
this time is better,
this time is different,
this time will last
a heart that is now silent
protecting itself by going numb
preserving the ache until the courage comes.
fear is the greatest protector
allowing us to neglect rationality
lowering our ability to be individual
tricking us into hope:
the easiest excuse...defense
if happiness is the goal then
why is fear the master?
merciless
fear turns us to hope
hope to delusion
delusion to regret
regret to anger
anger to courage
and the renewed noise of heart.
-Julie Lawlor
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